Why does one go to college? There are many answers to that question. I decided to go back to school, because everyone I know is going back. I was starting to feel like I was below them. They are all making good money, and I have been stuck at the same job for almost 10 years, not really making much, but I love my job.
I originally thought that I could make more money if I went back to college, but after seeing that the average pay for my career is the same as what I am making now, I realized that probably won't happen. But, with the experience I already have, plus a degree, I could end up doing well. I don't like anticipation, so I try not to think about it.
The thought of being in college, graduating, interviews and a new job is very scary for me. I am not one for change, and I am very timid around people; insecure. So far things are going o.k., but I did take on too much, and had to withdraw from a class, which is exactly what I didn't want to happen. But I learned, and hopefully I won't ever have to do that again. But I am more scared than ever now, that I won't succeed. I don't feel I am smart enough to actually get a degree. I wish I could have more confidence, because if I ever want to get a new job, I am going to have to show them that I am confident and I will be able to do the job.
All in all, I really am glad that I am in college. When it is all over, even if I don't get the job I want, I will actually be able to say that I made a goal and I reached it. It will be a major accomplishment for me. I also know that my kids will be proud of me.
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